Missing You

Lagrimas invisiveis se esvaem da minha mente,
lagrimas de saudade apenas enxugadas pela tua presenca em mim.
Meu pensamento em ti esta preso.
Por vezes procuro uma fuga pensando...
e se pudesse ver-te a toda a hora,
e se pudesse tocar-te a toda a hora,
e se pudesse abracar-te a toda a hora,
e se?
mas depois "acordo" e lembro-me,
eu tenho-te a toda a hora a meu lado.
=) kisses *****

Sometimes we make mistakes...

Sometimes when we think that things are fine, for exceed of trust, for selfish or just without knowing we fail. We do things that later we will regret. Take later can take seconds, minuts, hours, days, months or even years, but it shows up and we can't go back. The only thing that we can do is to ask for sorry and learn so then we won't fail again.So... I'm asking for your forgiven cause I've failed to you. I've let you down. I won't say that it won't happen again cause I can't predict the future. I'll say that I will try for this not to repeat one more time.Stupid me failling to you. You the one that has been there by my side, the one that has listen to me, that has hugged me when I needed, that has cheered up my days. Even without you knowing I've been hugged to you, I've talked to you, I've slept with you by my side, I've lived with you.And so here I am saying sorry for what I am and thanking you for what you are.

When you can't sleep... imagine the sea, the sound of the waves, the sound of the water hiting the rocks, reaching the sand, imagine a boat floating in the ocean, the flag waving with the wind. Imagine the sound of the wind, the grass shaking, the leaves moving from one side to another. Imagine you lied in the ground, embraced by the earth, imagine my fingers moving through your skin softly, my lips touching yours, my arms hugging you.
Imagine and then you will not be trying to fall asleep. You will be dreaming already. *